A Slap

Saturday was the day I can still the mind, because I just lost my HP ugly that I consider not just HP. If overdone it a second life. Why is that? yes, that's where I seemed preoccupied with other activities, HP is gone, the daily was empty. It is natural for many days in my body felt weak, look at some of the loose habits. In addition to relationships with many friends, teachers, and people who I think is important taken, I would have kept more of their numbers and quite a lot of hassle. That is, if you can have another one, so simple I think it's time. My bad habits were also taken. Music Listening the people might consider it a matter of course but the other me. I can not continuously confined in a problem though just hurt my days, I got up and handed it to regulate the almighty God, god almighty God. On the other occasion, and for the umpteenth time, I was rummaging through the rest of my curiosity is endless, but I do not find too. Habit of listening to music with a singer and my favorite band like LP, Larc ~ en ~ Ciel, The Rasmus, Maher Zain, Peter, Kelly Klarkson, Shania Twain, Hyde and many others are stored in the memory stick. Makes me hurt when it stopped. To the extent that my Father: "Why mess up like this?" What emerged from the bedroom door. I stopped it, my Father also apparently upset with the events that made an impression for a long time. "I forgot to put it Could sir?" I asked curious, might be of help to remind me of a previous incident. "I do not know! Think again, do you like sloppy in many ways ". It is time that HP did not I take it anywhere because the Charger - its broken even with new batteries, the ninety-nine percent originality according to the product. And as I recall, I put it in the closet among the crush of clothing worn. But some times I probe was also found. "Some times you say it is definitely there are other people who entered the house". Suddenly my father decided the same as previous days. "Yes, you can too! But about whom? Shall we suspect Neighbor? " And this time I gave up to follow what's the verdict, and before that was the same I never thought there's just not me emphasize. I suspect it's useless if it is possible kindly inclined towards it. "All we can also include man in the suspect and the possibility of people in here." "Just you think again, about who is most likely to do that?" "after the father notice anything strange about your brother. People who know the ins and outs of this house is definitely the closest, if the remote possibility that a lot of others can know in detail ". "Kak Tobi, does that mean?" "Well if it was not him who else we thought? Although he had a family, he often came here. There is a need or just playing ". "Like what you see him?" "He was such confusion every time we discuss the loss of your HP, he was often diverting the conversation". It seems like the opportunities available to him, I was half agreed that the sign of suspicion on him. Indeed, my brother is arguably the less fortunate, he only worked seasonally as a builder and when I'm lonely as peceklik. And I also know the exact behavior. "Only that? That's because it could have been other situations in his mind ". "It's part of his childhood, several times he never took money late brother, lying, and using the money deposited. And the most annoying to the point that it is a weak father carved stubbornness increasingly petrified until now, which occasionally hit the head and chest crack Each time he straightened always remonstrated, whenever advised never to prudential. There is always a reason behind even blame ". At that point, issues such as the disbanding of mind HP. I attached a new problem with the lack of teaching of my brother's story. "O. .. that so attitude to parents? Only this time I know, why come to that? " "No need to tell you, you can read his even a cursory. In fact, if you can try to wake the soul, you may be more easily received ". "So what else is a red note for this?" I urged my father to tell them everything because it looks like half want to spit out all his frustration. Taking a deep breath once in a while my father with his head bowed, occasionally looking up at times, such as the memory is open again. Indeed, my father was quite old, so it's been for a weak start dealing with the physical. "Even worse to dare to slam the door and direct you toward a machete." And that he did every time the father advised him. "What ...! really out of line, it can not allowed. I never know what he did to the father over the years. That already exceeds the limit of patience. I am reluctant to see it as a brother. If so I'm not afraid of him where he is? let me challenge! "What I regret all the time why do not you tell?" "Deliberately father do for your eyes to it is not too bad". The situation that I know and have never heard of anyone, because actually my daily in the school as "kuncen" stay in the mosque or the mosque as well as members of the IRMA (Institute of Youth Mosque) in a Vocational School in my hometown. I'm doing it for my everyday savings and can also help the economy a little underprivileged families of my income to help teachers in schools. Whether it's typing teacher assignments, so janitor teacher, and so important I can continue school and I did not get a despicable manner. I was doing since grade one to grade three now. "Haa ... h! if you continue to think that he might die standing by it. But despite the myriad His fault it, he never did to others, only limited in the family still only. But for her stubbornness his associate apply also in the way of everyday life, thus making many people reluctant to hang out and respond. People are judged as a person who failed but he still did not want to lose and always override those nearby. That concern to her father all the time. Once again you have to be raised and enlightening soul that's opaque. " I nod my head and smiled stiff. My dad put me hope for that problem. Potluck in family just me and my father just now, a year ago my mother went without a message for good. It makes me feel so mean to this day regret not affect another stack against him. The days with such fond memories intact at all times even possible until I'm dying. It was thought that this game has always existed, every moment good or bad, love or grief I always remember and miss him. The next morning I woke up not so lazy, it's early morning I ripped with the spirit of early rising, I step forward feet for the purpose of school is definitely a few more weeks will I deal with the National Exam. Unlike the usual day afternoon I could go home early because my teacher wanted him off work for Exam preparation. Arriving home I found my father was tending the kitchen and the back house looks wrinkled face slumped figure stared at her future. "Kak ... Kak ...! " My voice dropped it delusions that have bounced. "Ee ... h you believe that the kind, had come home?" "Yes, just now. From the time here, instead of working today? " "From this morning, usually longer lonely ah. You have a connection not working? " "No, do not know the affair. Ask or look in the job market? " "Where?" "Where's all I know!" Apparently being deserted, he was like paralyzed when his work stopped. I know he was married and already had two children who had taken responsibility, labor affairs was he who should know better. "How  your HP been found?" "Yeah, whose name is lost or stolen must be hard to find. Perhaps brother knows who the thief? " "Why do you say that?" "Eh, we help dad to serve lunch kitchen yuk!" I was just interrupted the conversation, and I continued again after dinner. Looks like there is a suspicion on her face. "What about lunch time?" "It's good sir, you delicious cuisine! This is different than usual, to the extent that not enough I added a plate and a bowl of vegetable Asem again ". I said my father praisedcuisine. Indeed just my father everyday cooking and taking care of the kitchen. If I'm at home I'm sure that will take care of the cooking. "Wait a minute! I'm still curious what you said earlier, what is it? " "The words which one?" I even asked. "That's what you might say I know who the thief". "Oh ... the usual only? There's nothing strange. My older HP problem asks, yes I like that answer. Then the brothers saw from the side of what? " "Ah you, just tell me if you are suspicious. Yes, if I know why it should be dissolved until now, I'm a stalker emangnya what thieves! " "My goodness so the details, big brother need not be offended dong! I do not intend to get there. Yes brother except if it did, and if it exists on how the older brother? " "Correct? I was wrong again you are accusing me. Brash new this time there are people you selancang, a mainstay of what you huh ...? " "Buukan ... is not it ". Maybe he was offended yesterday since the day so little contact with the problem immediately hooked. I seem powerless to keep his temper again. Braaakk ...., pray, pray ... The overthrow of the sound table and plates and glasses are broken. One more glass which he led to slam my face, I direct it to avoid tantrums. "What is this, what is it?! Is that what you want, can not damage the goods? Anyway Tob do not like this, your sister may have a point ". Mediate an argument that my father is very rare before. It looks like my father too furious to see the situation. "Really what? Whether the accused without the evidence to be true? Rendahkah so I, to the extent that you accuse me. You think I am? I think you are immoral, or you think I was rubbish? " "Not kak, I mean it's not ...". "Shut your mouth". "But ...?" "Shut up ...! Obviously I feel that you are accusing me. Now I know sebusuk if your heart during this time. Just because your education is higher than me, you regard me as a failure. Are you already convinced of the future? " I was just stunned by her words. I saw my father is also still like to enjoy his words. "So far, you underestimate me, and I like this situation you easily accuse me because it holds previous reasons. But this time I'm not that low, even if I do not have the heart to urge you to do it. I admit I used to be the villain on family like I was, I often do stupid as you know I'm a failure, even worse if you went along like I failed. I do not want to shackle future. So, I could not do that ". With decreased tone, as his emotions had been throwing up from there things started to subside. I too was so tense face, she quickly realized that she had a lot of sin in the family. I felt that I was also not different to him or her, from which I also sorry for everything that I do. Did not realize there is a warm water dripping from my eyes to wet some salty cheeks and mouth. Especially when she remembered the figure, an unforgettable figure. And even then my brother experienced. "Back then I probably will not be too sick if you think I'm rubbish, but now the pain is not playing. I want to change ". "Yeah I'm sorry kak! Here I also feel a lot of sins against the family, especially my mother. I am a bit magnitude which causes you to go, if I see him go first there may be millions of messages and for his forgiveness. " "Come on let bygones passed, begin the second you change direction, change your perspective, and change everything to you during this shortage including the father". My father finished the fight with promising future, my sister and I stopped and bowed to live remorse. Three months later I found the HP I was behind the clothes when I'm going to try the long-clothes I wear, it's weird! Until I frowned, why not all the time I found when I used with this cabinet apart pairs. And when I look around HP's like a time bomb that will explode, bloating batteries. Shame on me, and I regret prejudice. I blushed when my brother watched it, and it was a slap.